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Corellia
Carrying a
tray of drinks, Liana walked over to the table where the regular
sat staring forlornly into an empty glass.
"Can
I get you another?" she asked him quietly. He looked up in
surprise, obviously not expecting to be interrupted.
"No,
thanks. I should be going." He handed her the credits to
cover his drinks and sighed, then turned and walked out. She watched
him for a moment, before moving on to her next table. He carried
a certain air of dignity about him, despite his somewhat dusty
local clothing. She absently set the drinks before her customers,
still dwelling on The Regular. She didn't know his name or where
he came from-but by his slight accent he wasn't a native. She'd
often wondered what his story was-he always seemed so lonely.
She wondered if coming here was the only contact he had with other
humans.
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"The
usual?" she asked when he returned the next evening. He nodded
absently and she set up the glass of ale before him. He glanced
up at her, blue-gray eyes boring into her soul. It was the first
time he'd met her eyes and she was compelled by his piercing gaze,
the loneliness there.
"Feel
like some company?" she asked him. "My shift's done
about now." He nodded after a moment's thought and she slid
into the chair across from him.
"Don't
talk much, do you?" she asked, taking her drink and handing
her tray off to her replacement, who'd agreed to cover for her.
He shook his head in response to her question and sipped his drink.
"I'm
Wil," he told her after a moment. His voice was confident
with an air of authority and sent a shiver down her spine this
time.
"Liana,"
she told him.
"A beautiful
name," he told her, and she blushed. She glanced at her drink
and set the glass aside. Best to keep her wits about her, with
this one.
"So what's
your story?" she asked him. He smiled thinly.
"My dear,
you don't want to hear it."
"Try
me," she answered with a smile. "Believe me, I've heard
a lot of stories, in my line of work."
"You
don't recognize me, do you?" It was not meant as a question.
She shook her head.
"Should
I?"
"Perhaps
not. I don't imagine there's been much talk of me in the past
few years," he said sadly. She looked at him, waiting for
him to continue. "My full name is Wilhuff Tarkin," he
told her, and she blinked in surprise. Now that she was looking
she could see traces of the old Tarkin in him. It was that air
of authority she'd noticed before, the accented voice, the gray-blue
eyes that so captivated her. One of the terrors of the Empire,
and he was sitting across from her! In her bar! She'd served him
drinks every day for… she counted back the years. He must
have started coming here as soon as he'd arrived on Corellia-it
had almost been six years. Five and a half, easily.
He must have
seen the sudden recognition in her eyes when he'd said his name,
for he smiled.
"Heard
of me?"
"Who
hasn't?" she asked him. "Alderaan…" he flinched
visibly at the name. The sight seemed odd, somehow.
"The
Butcher of Alderaan, they call me. I've heard the term."
His voice was quiet.
"The
New Republic has certainly made no secret of your order to destroy
it," she told him, feeling ill. Alderaan had been her home
world… she had been off world during it's destruction and
come home to find debris where her world had once been. She had
thought that she would hate this man if she ever met him, thought
she'd want to wring his neck with her bare hands. To her surprise,
though, she found that she couldn't hate him. He'd been watching
her face during the brief pause and nodded, almost to himself.
"You
are Alderaanian," he realized. She nodded.
"You're
very perceptive, Governor Tarkin," she acknowledged. She
sighed. "I've often wondered what demons haunted you."
"Now
you know… it is your people, Liana. It is an image I cannot
erase from my mind. It… it is why I have not rejoined the
Empire."
"You're
starting to talk as though you'd be willing to join the Rebellion,"
she teased, hoping to wrench a smile out of him.
"And
take more lives? Those of my own people? Is that what you want
of me, Liana of Alderaan?" his voice was bitter, and she
sighed. He'd missed her intention completely.
"I want
nothing of you, Governor. I was trying to make you smile. I've
never seen you smile, you know," she told him. He blinked
in obvious surprise, staring at her as though she'd gone mad.
"You
have just been confronted with the Butcher of your world, and
you are trying to make him smile?" his tone was curious.
"How loyal are you to your world, Liana of Alderaan?"
"I love
my world, and I miss my people and my family. But nothing can
bring them back, Governor. Vader or the Emperor would certainly
have given that order even if you had not… and probably
killed you in the process for being weak." Impulsively she
reached across the table and touched his hand. "I don't blame
you, Wil-and I can't hate you." He met her eyes, then, but
glanced back down into his empty glass. She dropped some credits
onto the table-more than enough to cover his own drink, he noted,
and reached again for his hand.
"Come
on," she told him. "I've been cooped up in here all
day. I need some fresh air." He let her lead the way, something,
she noted, he was obviously not used to. Still holding his hand,
she led him out the back door and ran, laughing, up a grassy hill
not far from the back door and sat down on the other side. They
were, he realized, suddenly in a new world entirely from the dimly
lit bar. On the downward slope of the grassy hill, a river flowed
through this part of the town he'd never seen before. He stared
at her, seeing her for the first time not as his usual waitress,
but as a living, breathing human-from Alderaan, no less!-who did
not despise him for the things he'd done. The things he despised
himself for.
He watched
her now as she sat down on the grass, laughing, her long black
hair glistening in the moonlight, the sounds of the city strangely
muted as his ears rang with her laughter. She pulled her hair
out of its ponytail and he was rewarded with the sight of it,
thick and rich, falling into place as she shook her head. He wanted
to run his fingers through it, but did not move.
"This
is my favorite place," she told him. "It reminds me…"
she remembered who she was talking to and broke off, not wanting
to offend him.
"Please
go on," he told her, sitting down next to her. She smiled,
and he was momentarily dazzled.
"It reminds
me of the K'Tan river back home, where I used to play as a child."
"Dreaming
of a knight in shining armor?" he questioned, eyebrow raised.
He was *teasing* her! Smiling, she nodded.
"I always
thought it strange," she said, her tone a bit… odd.
"My imagined knight… he looked like you," she
told him. Tarkin was silent for a moment, then leaned in and kissed
her, light-tentative- as though he wanted to see what she would
do about it. Caught off- guard, she did not immediately respond.
Then, she wrapped her arms around his shoulders and returned his
kiss, urging him closer. Her mouth opened under his and she moaned,
returning his kiss. It was a long moment before he pulled back
to look at her, her lips still parted and her eyes half closed.
She smiled.
"That
was nice," she told him as he ran his fingers through her
hair.
"Come
back to my rooms, Liana," he pleaded. She smiled.
"I'd
like that, Wil."
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Liana opened
her eyes when the sunlight began to stream in through the window,
and for the first morning in a long time, smiled. She felt content,
at peace, even next to a man she barely knew. She smiled at the
irony as she trailed a finger over Wil's cheek while he slept.
If someone had told her a week ago that she'd be lying next to
Grand Moff Wilhuff Tarkin, the Butcher of Alderaan, this morning,
she would have laughed in their face. But here she was, Tarkin
asleep beside her, and she was perfectly happy. She trailed a
finger up his strong chest and was rewarded with a grunt. To her
delight, she had discovered last night that the great Tarkin was
ticklish.
"Good
morning," she murmured. He grunted and opened his eyes to
see her leaning over him.
"Good
morning," he returned, pulling her down for a kiss. She enjoyed
the taste of him for a long moment before pulling back. She smiled,
but was surprised to see Wil's face serious.
"Liana…stay
with me," he pleaded softly. I want to be your knight in
real life," he told her. "Come with me, away from here.
We'll find some place that's out of the way, away from the Rebellion
and the Empire, from all this death. Please," he whispered.
Staring into his eyes, she realized he was serious, and nodded.
"I'll
go with you, my Knight," she told him. They kissed, sealing
their promise forever.
~Finis~ |