He tastes like berries and salt, his teeth like
a tactile alphabet on my tongue, my kiss like reading an unknown
manuscript whose language I don’t know, but whose calligraphical
elegance delights my sense of touch. The room seems a strange
choice, for a first kiss- all the bridge of this ship, his rooms
with all his classical art exhibitions, and we are in this cell
that is a little more than disappointing for our senses of aesthetics.
I feel the pressure of knee on knee, almost savouring
it in its perfect simplicity. He’s warm on my naked skin,
the fabric sliding on me as he adjust his body to a more perfect
angle for our kiss. His lips are velvety, smooth on mine as we
broke the initial pose to brush little touches of lips on lips.
Then his palm on my knee, and the polished surface of the cell’s
bench that gives way to my supporting hand.
”Sovhan…”
Beautiful. I smile blindly a secretive smile,
now, touching him on his nape, feeling the lines his skin and
his bones create for my fingers. He braces himself against my
mouth again, breathing in time with me, each second less calmly,
almost frantic in tilting his neck under my hand, towards our
lips. Then he moves his palm under my knee, bringing me half on
his lap, my right thigh above his left, my other leg folded under
my weight.
I sink my fingers down his collar, burning me
in his warmth, carrying on the dance of this slow seduction we
both planned for months and hunted down for too long to give up
to fervour and crush this beautiful object d’art we are
creating, like a symphony whose basso continuo is the calligraphical
slowness of our kisses.
His heartbeat is furious under my fingers as
I play like a harp his muscles, and suddenly his hand creeps higher,
nearing my core, making me dizzy with its message- no more fooling
around. I keep on undoing his coat helped by his right hand that
pauses to bring my wrist to his mouth, and I open my eyes again,
to look into this feverish yet controlled gaze, biting my pulse
as he briefly abandons my thigh to free his own torso to the air
and to my touch.
And now he seems a predator, his hair untidy,
his blue skin a little less pale, aroused, unmoving and touching
me only at my leg.
”Va’hidam kam.”
I want you now, I say hoarsely. This sounds so
sensuous, wonderful in his mother tongue, I think as his eyes
darken yet more. As hypnotized we fasten our looks as his long
fingers travel down my coat opening a way between my breasts to
my navel. Symmetrically his hands bare me for his touch, working
together in blind precise moves.
My back shivers at the cold plastic touch of
the bench. His hair feels so soft on my hands as again I claim
his mouth. He arches on me, trying to find the opening of my skirt
with his left hand. Suddenly, as I tense with anticipation as
his reaching his goal, he probes me with a cold, cautious finger.
I yelp, he chuckles, surely pleased having caught me unaware.
With all the resolution I’m capable of
right now I tear all the rest of his clothes away, as he’s
blindly doing the same on me, then we part for the seconds necessary
to kick out our boots. Graceful, he murmurs on my breast, teasing
me with touches of fingers on hips and navel, stopping at last
all other move to kiss the hollow under my neck, biting at the
two pointed bones aside it.
Come home…
My voice is made of nothing as I play with his
cheekbones, as he brings his head perfectly tilted to mine and
his hands find my hair, winding up the lose chignon, blue on golden
waves in the opaque light of the cell, in a frenzied flash in
my mind. As he enters me his intent face falls into pleasure,
his (our) control slipping away. We kiss again before beginning
to move, merging into the shimmering sea of bliss, into the perfect
tempo of hips on hips, of kisses and touches that scream of love
and belonging, of his mouth on my chin and I arch my neck in pleasure,
of him in me, so simple, so blinding in mind and body, because
he’s himself, him, with me. And as we come my teeth into
his shoulder sing mine, mine, mine, as does his mouth sobbing
my name on my neck, in his end.
Long fingers awaken me with small feathery touches
on my face. Lazily I open my eyes, stirring in the warmth of our
bodies. We’re on our sides, his long form aligned to mine,
still covered in sweat where the cell’s air conditioning
system didn’t dry his skin.
”How long have I been out?”
He bends on my lips again, chastely but still
sensuously kissing me. “I don’t know, Sovhan.”
He’s so different from his usual self,
so relaxed and almost dazed in the aftermath of lovemaking. And
he’s beautiful to my eyes, as he calls me, like I never
though he would have been to me. For a moment I contemplate him,
then I feel the urge to deepen the contact, to come back to the
bliss we just experienced. To have him again, fulfilling the strong
pull to him that exasperates me and still makes me feel-
As if for an almost scientific analysis we begin
together to delicately trace the lines of each other’s body,
intent in discovering other paths to pleasure, to test with our
fingers tactile elegance of our shapes, in the silent music of
our quickening breath. Slowly our caresses create pools of bliss
where our senses swim indolently echoing the touches of a new,
more confident exploration. Then the pace becomes less controlled,
more feverish, we tangle our bodies again, and sighing sweetness
mix with instinctive fervour, and-
”Weasel? are you all right?”
Cursing voiceless threats at the chirpy man at
the other side of the comlink I manage to find the irritating
device through the layers of clothes on the cell’s floor.
“Weasel here. Yes, Montson, all right.”
”What happened? You didn’t show up
at the convened time, neither the Grand Admiral- is he still with
you?” I silence Thrawn with a finger on his thoroughly kissed
lips. He smirks, understanding me. Then, silently, he goes to
the door…
”Yes.”
”Very well. Here there’s a mess,
we got strange news… I can’t speak right now. What
happened? Were you attacked? Were you-“
”We have-“ With a noise the door
opens at last under Thrawn’s last exasperated kick ”-sorry,
had a problem with the cell’s door… But right now
I think we’ll manage to get out.” I smiled at my lover.
“Though I think you’ll have to get somebody to fix
it.”
”Ah, I’ll take a note. Well, did
you find something in the blasted cell? You stayed here for what,
two hours?”
”Our search was- successful, lieutenant.
Still don’t wait for us… End transmission, Thrawn.”
”Successful, eh? Close the door, now…
or we’ll know celebrity too.”
”Celebrity suit you, love.” And finally
his skin turns off all thought in my mind.
Cell’s doors incidents are so wonderful…
Disclaimer: I don’t own him. I wish I did,
sometimes. George does, Tim created him. They own the Imperial
Army too… Sigh. I do own the plot and the character. Costanza
Weasel (eheh… reconnaissez-vous quelqu’un[e] ?) could
have a series on her own. Maybe. Also, I own Montson, chirpy stupid
man.
Dedication: for F. Just because…