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He shifts slightly in his sleep, his arm lazy
and his hand warm against my side. I would move, but I don't.
Maybe it's the warmth of his body under the covers, or the gentle
dozing I don't want to break, almost too sweet for what I'm used
to. I would get up before other people in the house and work,
I would have gone to the Senate, or to lessons, or to the headquarters,
for an early morning briefing- but these days were other times,
and I suppose his presence here is concrete enough to remind me
something has changed. Or maybe that something will change, in
the future, and we were given these days to enjoy the little,
all too brief luxuries of each other's presence.
He still smells like the grass around the greenhouse
where we made love last evening. I smile against his shoulder
in recollection, allowing our sleepy embrace to become tighter.
He whispers something against my hair, his legs and his arms adjusting
around my smaller frame in some kind of silent recognition. For
a moment I think he fell asleep again, then, oh so slowly, I can
feel his fingers moving against the bare skin of my lower back,
creeping under my shirt.
"Leia..."
I purr his name with lips open on his neck, encouraging
his caress as he reaches my shoulders and turns slowly towards
my breast, taking his times as I do into the solitary, teasing
exploration of his belly and his hips, unhurried and knowing,
until I can feel his pulse quickening against my mouth. "Are
you awake? This early, Admiral? Didn't my father order you to
rest and--"
His mouth swallows my words furiously, breaking
the gentle pace we were setting before. One hand cradles my head
into the kiss as he rolls me on top of him, my fingers moving
to the hem of the worn out light trousers still enclosing the
warm skin of his hips, bedcovers slithering down my back, exposing
it to the cool air of morning. Feverish hands undress me and we
have to break the kiss not to have my shirt torn in their hasty
moves. I open my eyes and I see him calm and aroused at the same
time, the last sleepy haze abandoning his limbs but still present
in the slight indecision in the paths of his otherwise predatory
touch, his position making him even more languid, desirable. I
straddle him, biting down rather ineffectively the thrill of feeling
his hardness pressing through clothes into my core- his hands
still on my hips, his eyes search mine, the flickering of an emotion
raging for a moment behind the dilated black of the pupils, skin
flushed in the dim light that precedes the sun.
"Leia."
"Keith--"
Our voices die down into the silence of the morning.
My hands move over his, guiding their heat from my own hips to
drift toward my mouth, his fingers tormenting my sensitive skin,
my nails shakily grazing his flesh. His fingertips are salty from
sweat and on impulse I bite lightly, my tongue quickly kissing
the bruised skin. "Keith", and I bow to his lips, freeing
that hands that now are peeling my last garment away, suddenly
committing themselves to tease the newly uncovered skin, adding
feeling to feeling. Together, we manage somehow to get rid of
his trousers, and I can savour again that wonderful skin-on-skin
sensation, intimate and maddening like nothing else, something
that makes us slow down again, to memorize every shade of the
now-familiar sensation of our bodies joining, knowing all too
well that times like this could never come again in months- because
this freedom to be together regardless of time and privacy is,
for the moment, a happy rarity. And then we begin to move, gaining
confidence and forgetting but the immediate present of him in
me and his kiss and his erratic caresses and the flesh under my
fingers, and the pleasure burning it way from my sex, tension
rising and building in our bodies until we lose track of anything
but the lightening, blissful waves of climax.
Pleasure like energy strikes us mellow, and we
just can roll on our side, sharing languid touches and drowsy
whispers, his heaved breath teasing my skin through perspiration.
I bare my neck for his lips, whispering his name for the ear near
my mouth. Drowsy feeling regain my body through satisfaction as
my hands slow down above his neck, fluttering against his heartbeat,
into the quiet light of a new dawn.