NC-17! Adults only
When I come to my senses again he's still dozing
against me, his face tense, our breath still heaved. I kiss his
temple gently, soft hair tickling my skin, perspiration scenting
them in salt. He shivers as we disentangle our bodies, his eyes
still hazy, his cheeks rosy like the skin on the side of his neck
around the bite I left on him.
"Lorth."
His eyes focus again on my face. He's again himself,
almost, at least- the confidence in his gaze holding a good part
of doubt, even embarrassment, though softened into some of his
good old arrogance, just like I know I'm now eyeing him not so
differently from usual. Once more I feel arousal graze my nerves
at this instinctive unspoken exchange.
Our clothes are a mess on the floor, and I don't
care. I overstep them and check the door- not that somebody usually
wanders in this part of the ship, or that I hope to keep my father
out of this. Lorth doesn't follow me until I smirk at him and
walk into the refresher. He follows me like a feline, elegant
and inconspicuous, leaning into the door's frame behind me. Water
begins to rush into the sink and I motion him to enter, silently
bringing my drenched hand to his injured neck.
"Here." It feels eerie to be there with
him, naked and dishevelled and still looking dignified, even if,
obviously, this state is affecting him somehow. His breath comes
caress my chest, and it doesn't take that much time for his hand
to join, his thumb caressing the underside of a breast slowly,
daringly.
"You look a mess."
"Why, thank you. I should leave you like
this, lucky guy, and fed you and your lovebite to your envious
fellows-"
"I do have a high collar, thank you."
Damn Palpatine and his uniforms. "Besides, I'm the Captain.
Nobody-"
"Okay. No need to remind me of your achievements."
The hand creeps bolder towards my nipple. Our bodies get closer
into a comfortable, intimate warmth. I smile as he gets more predatory.
I roll my eyes in mock annoyance. "I'm sorry you can't have
any height advantage-"
"It's easier this way…"
What's happening to us? This is a serious question,
mind you. Who could ever suppose our apt Admiral could- And it's
not like I'm complaining, only a more comfortable place would
be nice for what we both are planning- "The bathtub."
"Spoiled girl."
I move backwards dragging with me an armful of
Needa. The steel is cold around the warmth of the water gradually
covering us. We lazily enjoy a new exploration, memorizing every
nuance of each other's body, every spot that we could later exploit.
I study his face for the first time since this whole affair began,
his grey eyes, the familiar air of good boy and the ordinary feature
as lightened by the fire of passion, now burning a bit less intensely
in this time of love. It's strange and unfamiliar- we are naked,
and never before I had more perception of all the masks there
were between us before, now that they all disappeared leaving
the two of us unclothed and exposed in more than one way. I find
myself hunting for some kind of humanity in his appearance- little
scars under his left nipple, the teasing inconsistence of his
touch, the luscious skin of his lower lip getting paler under
his teeth in pleasure and concentration, the stubble shivering
against my open mouth, tasting like sweat and pleasure and something
else I should call like him.
Kissing becomes languid, like an enlightening
of the water's strokes against my legs, supporting my breast to
his skin. Never before I truly enjoyed that only luxury my father
has wanted into our quarters, child of the desert thirst and dry,
spartan life. Slowly I ease him on his back, kicking the controls
into giving us only a delicate blossoming-sounded of water, trying
the sensitive, strong skin of his legs with my own legs. Already
moistened curls trail on the water as I kiss his torso, crawling
inch by inch into the right position to truly begin the dive.
His tongue takes my mouth and I let myself enjoy the elegant game
of dance- and then he presses me down, filling me easily. I break
the kiss half laughing at his unexpected move or half moaning.
We begin a rhythm we can lose ourselves into, reducing my perception
to the pleasure filling my body and the dark smoke of his eyes,
growing unfocused to the point where, startling quick, climax
makes us splash in little, convulsing waves the coldening water.
to be continued...