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...and it
is all about him. He is not an executioner. He is a soldier. He
is an Imperial officer. Yes! The war became his work. Yes! Murder
became his trade, his way of life. He was born for it. Somebody
must do this terrifying dirty work. His life gave an opportunity
for somebody out in deep space to be alive, to see the beautiful
sunrise, to love, to have a family and to know nothing about the
war. To know nothing THAT REALLY IS. He paid for it with his own
life. He paid with his life for somebody's happiness and he never
regretted it. He didn't know any wavering on the battlefield.
He didn't write the nasty denunciations. Never. The honor of officer
and elementary human dignity didn't allow him to do it. Even when
he was asked to do it. The"witchhunt"already had began
in the Imperial army. The requests were very insistent. He refused.
He refused the baseness even when his own life was put on the
card. He refused to do it again when unprecedented bright opportunities
appeared in front of him. Only a few words with his signature-
that was the price. But it was the price of somebody's life. He
refused. Many years ago his father told to him: "Just remember-
you can lose everything in your life, but you can be the honest
man even in hell. And nobody will take it from you." He remembered
it forever. The elegant and aristocratic Needa said about him:
"He has the soul of a murderer. But he is ours. He belongs
to us. He is our flesh and blood. He will die for us. We will
die for him." And immediately the face of Admiral Piett appeared
in his memory-- the man who was intelligent, quiet, but clever
and dangerous as a werewolf: "Our 'Iron Max' isn't afraid
of the bloody spots. He is afraid of the 'dirty spot' on his uniform."
His faithful old friends were absolutely frank. And they were
absolutely right. In his private life he could forgive the small
insults. It is good for a man to forgive a few small insults.
But he wouldn't forgive cowardice and baseness. Neither from himself,
nor from others. It was the truth too. He was absolutely merciless
in this way. Not all of his colleagues were so scrupulous...
He loved the
Imperial Army-- which was his life and his religion-- with the
tenderness of the first and last love. This love was tearing apart
his heart. That is why not a lot of heart warmth remained for
the other people around him. His soldiers were his family. He
gave to them everything he had-- his life, his knowledge, his
experience, his defense. Everything was given to them. And the
soldiers adored him. Only Admiral Piett and Captain Needa had
the same authority. Even Lord Vader was forced to admit it.
During a short
but incredibly cruel battle he was captured by Rebels. Death didn't
meet him that day; it must have gone around another way. He was
alive and the Rebels were going to send him to a tribunal and
execute him like a military criminal. When the news reached the
Imperials who had survived the battle, their faces turned black.
But nobody said a word. Words were unnecessary here.
The raid on
the Rebel base was incredibly quick and indescribably audacious.
Nobody was able to believe that sixteen half-alive,terribly wounded
and burned Imperials could do that. But they did. They burst on
the base like a lethal hurricane. They killed everybody who was
so unfortunate to be on their way in that moment. They turned
the base into the fiery hell and disappeared without any trace.
He disappeared with them.
Only the dead
bodies of Rebels and the smouldering ruins gave evidence that
it was reality. He learned the details of his liberation later--
the Imperials couldn't endure the humiliation of their beloved
general. The throats of few Rebels were pulled out with teeth.
Human teeth... The boys obviously were in not sentimental mood.
The captivity of "Iron Max" WAS NOT A SMALL INSULT for
them.
He is free
now. But the pain of defeat and terrible humiliation is still
with him. The Rebels already paid a good price for it. And he
will make them pay much more. They will pay HIS price.
Soon there
will be new battles. New death-- for all of them-- for Rebels
and Imperials. There are many chances for it. But he and his soldiers
are still alive. And their life will be a fitting requiem for
all Imperials- soldiers, captains, generals, admirals, moffs--
for all of them, who left and never will be back. He wears his
uniform with great pride. He is not a lousy mercenary without
any honor and conscience! He was a soldier, he is a soldier, he
will be a soldier of the Empire forever. If fate condemns the
Empire to defeat-- it is not his fault. He did everything to protect
it. He will go to the end. Even if that end will be awful for
him. He asks nobody to go with him. He will go alone. It is his
way. Only one thing he will ask from his fate-- to have a chance
to take a couple of Rebels with him. It will be his last request.
Any other words are unnecessary here. "The die is cast".
LONG LIVE
THE EMPIRE!!! |